FIC: Twisted Desires 1/1, Spike/Wesley

[starlit_desires]

This one is a sequel to Dark Desires and I am thinking of doing a third one. Where this inspiration for Spike/Wes is coming from, I have no idea.

Title: Twisted Desires

Author: Sweetness (aaronlisa@gmail.com)
Pairing: Spike/Wesley

Rating: PG-15

Disclaimer: The Buffyverse belongs to Joss Whedon and company.

Notes: Sequel to Dark Desires. A newly corporeal Spike visits Wesley.

 

            He was supposed to be considering Angel’s generous offer, instead Spike was at Wesley’s apartment. However, this time he had to knock and hope that the former Watcher would let him in. Spike silently cursed his corporeal body, which prevented him from watching over Wes. He almost lost his nerve and walked away, but he forced himself to knock the door and wait for Wes.
            The look on Wes’s face as he opened the door made Spike wish that he hadn’t come and had stayed at Wolfram and Hart. But he had made it this far and he wasn’t about to turn around now.
“Mind if I come in?” Spike asked impatiently.
“What do you want Spike?” Wes asked wearily.
“Not much just came by to talk.”
”Fine, come in,” Wes said as he walked away from the door.
            Spike entered the apartment and shut the door behind him. He sat down on the sofa and tried to figure out what to say to Wes next. But before he could say anything, Wesley broke the silence.
“Shouldn’t you be considering Angel’s offer?”
”Did Peaches tell everyone?”
”I don’t believe so but he did discuss it with me as I have a contact in Italy.”
”I see,” Spike dryly replied.
“I would have thought that the possibility of you being reunited with Buffy was something that you desperately wanted.”
”At one time, perhaps it was. But my wants have changed since then.”
”Let me guess, Spike, your wants change when they don’t hurt Angel.”
”It’s not like that,” Spike stated as he got up and started pacing.
“Oh and how is it?”
”You wouldn’t understand.’
”No? It seems pretty obvious to me, you only wanted Buffy because Angel couldn’t have her. And now that he’s willing to send you to her, you don’t her anymore.”
“Even if I still did want her, she doesn’t want me. And my wanting her had nothing to do with Angel’s relationship with her.”
”If that’s the case why are you still in L.A.?”
”My being here has nothing to do with Peaches. Anyhow, where else do I have to go?”
”I don’t know Spike but you could go anywhere you want and still have Wolfram and Hart working with you why stick around in LA and be a thorn in Angel’s side.”
            Spike moved too quickly for Wesley to see it. One moment he was pacing in front of the sofa, and then the next he was standing in front of him. Spike grabbed Wes’s upper arms and shook him violently.
“Get it through your head, I am not here because of Angel, you bloody fool,” Spike growled, “I want you.”
”Have you lost your mind?” Wes said through clenched teeth as Spike dropped him.
“No,” Spike said as he leaned down and gave the other man a forceful kiss.
“Get out,” Wesley calmly said when Spike broke the kiss.
“I’ll give you anything if you let me stay. I can help you correct those Watcher’s Diaries, or tell you so much about that you would finally look good in your father’s eyes.”
“You have nothing that I could possibly want.”
            Spike sighed in frustration at the cold response. He walked out of Wes’s apartment unable to believe how he had stupidly he had just acted. Spike was grateful for Wesley’s coldness, if it hadn’t been that he was sure that he would have gotten on his knees and begged to stay. He wondered what Wesley would do if he stayed in L.A. and he briefly thought that perhaps he should take up Angel’s offer.
 
**END**
 
 

 

 

 

                       

 

Comments

[velvetwhip.livejournal.com]

I'd like to see where you would go with another fic in this series. That would definitely be interesting.


Gabrielle

[starlit-desires.livejournal.com]

I just have to write it now. I have an idea in my head and not sure how to work it into the season five timeline.

[velvetwhip.livejournal.com]

I know exactly what you're going through with that dilemma!


Gabrielle

[starlit-desires.livejournal.com]

Well I want to keep the piece within the timelime, so I am just struggling about when to set it.

[velvetwhip.livejournal.com]

That can be an onerous, but ultimately rewarding, task! I remember trying to fit a Willow/Angelus piece into Season Three...boy it felt good when I managed it!


Gabrielle