I am really sorry but this is very angsty.
Title: Goodbye
Author: Sweetness (ficathon@yahoo.com)
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Doyle/Cordelia
Disclaimer: It all belongs to Joss Whedon and Co.
Distribution: My site (
http://fanfiction.angel-buffy.com), if you already have permission, just let me know. Otherwise, ask.
Notes: Written for settai. Set early ATS Season Two.
Feedback: Yes please :)
She was sitting on Angel’s couch in his room at the Hyperion, their new base of operations. She couldn’t help but hate the fact that the their old offices had been destroyed, it had been her last link to Doyle. There had been nothing to bury so the cost of having an empty grave for him had seemed pointless. But she sometimes wished they had gotten one anyhow. She missed him every day; the hurt never seemed to get any better. She turned on the video and started watching Doyle trying to convince people to use Angel Investigations. Her face twisted into a sad smile when he said that their rats were low. She missed him more than she had ever thought possible.
She stifled a yawn and closed her eyes for a moment. When she opened them again, Doyle was standing in front of her. She jumped off of the couch and ran into his arms. She started crying at the feel of his warm arms around her body.
”Doyle, I’ve missed you so much.”
”I know, Princess,” Doyle said as he guided her back towards the couch.
“I can’t believe you’re back.”
”I’m not.”
”But you’re here, I can feel you and touch you.”
“I know, Princess, the Powers that Be gave me a chance to say goodbye to you properly.
”No, you can’t leave me again.”
”I have to Princess, you know that.”
Cordy started to cry onto his shoulder as he held her tightly. Suddenly her tears turned into anger and she started to hit him.
“How dare you do that?”
“I had to, it was me or Angel. And you know that people need Angel more than they need me.”
”But we needed you, I need you.”
“I know, but Angel is far more important in the greater scheme of things, than me.”
”No he’s not.”
”Princess, he’s a champion and I was his reluctant Seer.”
“But I need you.”
”Princess, you’re doing fine. And it’s not forever.”
”What do you mean?”
”Well unless you become a vampire, one day we will be reunited. Well even if you do become a vampire, I am sure that one day you will get staked. Everything dies, you know that. And one day, you and I will find one another again.”
”But who knows how long one day will be. I need you now.”
”Princess, you’ve got Angel and Wesley, and even Gunn. You don’t need me. Don’t think I don’t like hearing it, but you’re doing fine on your own. Now dry your tears, you’ve got things to do. Big things to do.”
”You’re going again aren’t you?”
”Yeah, Princess, my time’s up. I love you.”
”Please stay,” Cordelia asked.
”I wish I could, but I will find you again Cordelia Chase.”
And with that, he was gone. Cordelia stood up and made her way to Angel’s bathroom and washed her face. She looked up in the mirror and smiled weakly at herself. At least she had got to say goodbye to him. Not many people got that chance.
**END**